Sunday, January 29, 2006

Hoffnungslos Alleine

Fun times for Becca, right, where shall we start?

I guess we didnt have to do that set tear down thing. Sweet. Good. Second semester of theater=crap. So far. Why do I sign myself up for the most annoying classes ever? Well I suppose it's all quite self-explanitory... DRAMA... cute. Maybe I'll try out for Clue. Just so you kids know- when Rachel and I tried to do the extra curricular thing... Mrs Nagy definitely didnt support it. So good luck. I'll help out if need be. Hey, at least you have Randy.

And I wrote myself a godforsaken cello solo. I cant even play the cello. WTF? So I was bored.... desperately random. But it's effing sweet. A little low for cello though. I dont want to switch keys, however. Too bad for the cello players, suck it frickin up. Too bad if it's too low. I like it. It's called Kirchhof-Nebel. And it's by me. ALL by me.


Beaners has become my second home. Aside from going to clean the Ronald McDonald house. Hip Sip in a Zip. Yay.


So... umm... the play's over... I had a party... Zak had a party... they were sweet... ShaNolen got us a limo... that was sweet... uh yeah. I'm glad it's over though.


Blah dee blah blah make him happy and joyful and not tired or stressed like me. That's become so routine. But it needs to not be. I need to say it though. And it needs to come from my heart. No matter how "torn" it may be.

*chugs cough syrup*

Apparently they're something neurologically wrong with me, since my thumb swelled up randomly and came quite close to exploding. It's probably a heinous side effect to this disease I'm currently in. Note to self: Never mix cold caps with energy drinks. It ends badly.

So.... you who I shall call the awesome kid? Yeah. Really. Dont stop bothering me. It's what I need. I'm thinking about changing my mind after all. I know I said I wouldnt. Maybe I will. I just dont think you'd have time. I know. I dont even think I would know what to say. Half the time I cant even remember.

I swear sometimes I'm 379% sure that I'm psycho.

I want out. The kids say I could never leave this family. "No you cant". I hate that. How the hell... nevermind. Okay. This long horrible post must go on. Let me go. I shall start over and create an alternate identity. Maybe not that far... but I shall start over none the less. It shall be a fabulous odyssey. One thing holding me back though. The little break downs of those I live with. Hardly live with. I wish I was busy again.

Wow, shut up.


Beccanator out.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Sound of Music photos (1)

Image 1: Ana.... what a sweet kid :)

Image 2: Chris and Courtney *I am sixteen going on seventeen*...

Image 3: Chris and Justin

Image 4: Emily, Kelsey, Mary, Me *How do you solve a problem like Maria?*

Image 5: Chelsea and Amy working on the Abbey


Sound of Music photos (2)

Image 1: Mary, me singing, Kelsey

Image 2: Courtney, Bails, and Lauren the Makeup girl

Image 3: Kelly Emmaleigh and Sarah getting ready

Image 4: Kelsey, Mary, Me in the abbey

Image 5: The whole company


Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sound of Music photos (3)

Image 1: Ana and Justin as Maria and Captain; and the seven children played by Courtney, Zak, Cassy, Julian, Kelly, Emmaleigh, and Sarah

Image 2: The nuns singing our Preludium at the beginning (Mono chant, Rex Admirabilis, and Alleluia)

Image 3: Me, Katie and Emily being pretty much awesome...

Image 4: Me, Katie and Emily getting nunned up

Image 5: Neil and Alec being themselves :)


Sound of Music photos (4)

Image 1: me at the piano surrounded by my fellow sisters :)

Image 2: Zak getting tortured by makeup...


Beccanator out.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Metaphorically Speaking, Of Course.

Sweet conversation:

Chelsey: Last year on Opening Night I woke up with the 24 hour stomach flu. I did the teaser, then threw up. I did another teaser, and threw up. I did the performance, and threw up. Basically my day was acting and throwing up.

Me: *thoughtfully* If you think about it, that's alot like real life; metaphorically speaking.

Chelsey: Acting and throwing up? Yeah.

It's opening night..............................gah.


Beccanator out.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

The 'I Hate Finals' Party

Yes... finals are finally over. *becomes overjoyed*

These are pictures from Katie's party..

1. The face I made on my leg out of food... <3

2. Me and Dillon

3. Ski being his awesome self

4. Kevin and Katie

5. Sam and Kayle playing twister :)

So yes... this is my social life. And FYI... my Flickr account is back up and running... imagine that... I remembered my password. :)


Beccanator out.

Monday, January 09, 2006

These Are A Few Of My Favorite Kids :)

Yes, just a few. There are far too many favorite kids to count. I'm sorry... I've been much to tired and stressed and busy to write something profound. The day will come, however, mark my words.

Picture 1: Me in Alaina's trunk before she packed up to go back to CMU... I'M COMING WITH YOU, ALAINA!!

Picture 2: Me and Alaina at Karlo's party on the pool table :)

Picture 3: Me and Emily... enjoying one another, I suppose.

Extra delicious.

Beccanator out.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

A Picture's Worth A Thousand Words, And I Have Five

Above you will find several extremely small pictures of Karlo's party... which was an extreme good time. :)

1.Alaina... being herself...
2. Me, Chelsey, and Hannah
3. Me and Brad
4. Karlo and Alaina
5. Meg, Elizabeth, Sara, Me

Yes, it was most enjoyable :) Chelsey and I found wax... goggles... UNEEDA BISCUIT... the CHISEL!!!! Hopefully I'll have pictures of these later.


Beccanator out.