It's raining outside. The type of rain you cant see unless you look really hard, but you can see the little ripples it makes on the water. It fits today.
I hate this day. I dont know what it was about it, I was just so sad. During lunch hour I went outside, laid down, and just... cried. I wanted to be sucked in to the ground so that the earth would keep me together. Or else, I'd just fall apart.
I need somebody to hold me together when stuff gets like this. Therefore, I went out and talked to Torey during band. Therefore, I skipped it. I dont even care right now. Miss Kelsey really didnt either.
My friends were bugging me all day... "What's wrong?" "Dont lie to me..." "I'll beat the truth outta you girlie!" "I have no problem skipping class to talk to you"
I love them all, but call me crazy, I dont really want everybody to know what's going on inside of me. (Although a wonderful friend of mine wrote me a lovely poem, I love you sweetie you brighten up my dark days)
Imma party hard tonight... This feeling better go away.
I cant wait for this to end